Tuesday, 26 June 2012

THE GIFT IN ME. I THOUGHT YOU SHOULD KNOW


Hey friends
It has been a while since I updated anything. I have been quite busy. I hope that you have been well.  One of the reasons as to why I set up this blog is to share my thoughts and experiences with you guys. It seems I haven’t been doing quite a good job, have I? I guess things will have to change.
There is something that has been on my mind for the past few months.  As some of you know, I really love music. I think the word love is the best that I could find to describe this my feelings towards this beautiful language that God has given us: Music. For me singing has been my passion since primary school. I recall how I would imitate famous musicians and sing along with them. It was fun. It was effortless and enjoyable. It’s funny how memorizing the lyrics to a whole song took quite a short time. Getting the tunes was even easier. However, for a long time, I ignored this great gift that is in me. In class 5 I literally ran away from the school choir for two years, despite great persistence by the choir mistress, the late Miss Ogao. She was really on my case, especially since my elder siblings, Mwangi and Wangari, had been active participants under her leadership. They had even represented the school at the national level. My efforts to shun Choir were not fruitful, and I eventually became an alto then a tenor. It is at this point that I just have to clarify this: I DIDN’T LIKE ALTO ONE BIT!!! No offence to any altos. Strange thing, I really enjoyed singing in the choir during my last two years in primary school. I made friends(even with Miss Ogao), travelled a lot and even grew in my gift of music.
Then came high school. That’s when things really changed, for the better. I got a lot of  exposure to new music like Acappella, Plus One, Commissioned and many more. To be quite honest, before this time, I wasn’t such a fan of gospel music. I only knew the songs we sang in church, Chico and Brenda and the few songs we had heard on an audio tape my mum had, a tape that I recorded over using a radio we heard at the time. Otherwise,  I enjoyed listening to secular artists like Boyz to Men, Usher, Westlife and Backstreet Boys. Therefore , high school was the beginning of a good change for me. My gift grew as I started writing my own songs, which I sang a lot in the showers at 4:15 am, while walking, in class, in church, during CU. Music became a very big part of me. In campus, it was all about going higher in my talent and going deeper in my relationship with Christ. through guys like Chester Kolek, John Musyimi, Mwaka Mutsumi, Eric Gichuri, Benson Karimi, George Murichu, Mercy Mule and many more, I grew a lot in these two aspects. They took time to teach me and share with me what they have learnt over the years, as well as they vast music collections, which have been a source of great encouragement to this very day. How can I foreget my dear cousin  Ndung’u aka NDOUSCH, who gave me one of the greatest gifts ever: the Acappella discography(20 albums from 1985 to 2006). Be blest sana!!
However, I suffered a big blow in 2011 when my vocal chords were damaged. It was the most trying time for me. I couldn’t do  the thing that I loved most. Little did I know  that this was a chance for me to slow down and go even deeper in my relationship with the Lord. I learnt a lot during my time-out. The lessons are invaluable. As of now, I still can’t sing as I used to, but I’m improving slow.ly. I went back to songwriting, this time with more understanding.
I wrote this to encourage someone who has a gift but is not using it, and also to someone who is using their gift to keep using it to glorify God. I could have given up on singing in 2011, but I believe that God is not done with me just yet. I have a dream that one day I will travel to the nations and sing of this gospel that has changed my life forever.
I want to share with you the lyrics to my most recent song and I hope that the message, by God’s power, will ignite a passion in you to use the gift that our Father placed in you.

YOU SHOULD KNOW
Allow me to ask a simple question
And I hope that you will reply
Why does this life have this progression?
You go to school, work, marry, get kids then just die?
Or is all that we’re living for
Chasing after worldly pleasures,
Especially the ‘doe’
Deep inside, I know this one thing
There is certainly more than what I can see

CHORUS
There is more
To this life than what we can see with our eyes
There is more
Than chasing after the desires of life
You should know
Our greatest treasure is Christ Jesus the Lord
You should know
He is the reason for this life
Oh yes! You should know

It saddens me  what we have made to be
What everyone calls Christianity
It has become some other activity
When it’s supposed to define our identity
Do we know
That we are aliens and strangers here?
We should live
Our lives in holiness and reverent fear of the Lord
This world will pass away
But the Word of God will always remain

(Bridge)
You should know
All men have sinned , fallen short of the glory of God
You should know
The wage of sin is death, thus says the Word
You should know
For we like sheep have all gone astray
You should know
God couldn’t stand the distance, He made a way
You should know
For God so loved the world He gave us His Son
You should know
To redeem us to Himself and make us one
You should know
This is the miracle for you and me
You should know
Oh it’s not fiction, IT’S REALITY
(You should know, You should know, You should know
The love of God
You should know) x3
You should know!


Tuesday, 5 June 2012

The battle within


"For the flesh lusteth against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh." 

--Galatians 5:17 

In every believer's heart there is a constant struggle between the old nature and the new. The old nature is very active, and loses no opportunity of plying all the weapons of its deadly armoury against newborn grace; while on the other hand, the new nature is ever on the watch to resist and destroy its enemy. Grace within us will employ prayer, and faith, and hope, and love, to cast out the evil; it takes unto it the "whole armour of God," and wrestles earnestly. These two opposing natures will never cease to struggle so long as we are in this world. The battle of "Christian" with "Apollyon" lasted three hours, but the battle of Christian with himself lasted all the way from the Wicket Gate in the river Jordan. The enemy is so securely entrenched within us that he can never be driven out while we are in this body: but although we are closely beset, and often in sore conflict, we have an Almighty helper, even Jesus, the Captain of our salvation, who is ever with us, and who assures us that we shall eventually come off more than conquerors through Him. With such assistance the new-born nature is more than a match for its foes. Are you fighting with the adversary to-day? Are Satan, the world, and the flesh, all against you? Be not discouraged nor dismayed. Fight on! For God Himself is with you; Jehovah Nissi is your banner, and Jehovah Rophi is the healer of your wounds. Fear not, you shall overcome, for who can defeat Omnipotence? Fight on, "looking unto Jesus"; and though long and stern be the conflict, sweet will be the victory, and glorious the promised reward. 

"From strength to strength go on; Wrestle, and fight, and pray, Tread all the powers of darkness down, And win the well-fought day."